A Dragonfly makes silent music
and yet I have heard it for all of my days.
As a dancing child,
I followed its lilting tune…
it’s arabesque of flight.
My imagination
attached pearlescent wings
to the angular blades protruding
from my childish back.
Loud and clear, the whirring duet
we played together
accompanied our dips and rises,
loops and hoverings.
Our landings were a crescendo
that no else could hear.
the Dragonflies’ song was an invitation
to engage in a passionate pas de deux…
et trois, et quatres.
Love is the dance I mean
in its various guises.
Harmonies and disharmonies
were interwoven.
I often wept as we flew.
Entranced by the multitudinous mating dance
accomplished in mid-air,
my lover of the moment –
sharing my bliss –
heard the melting notes of a cello,
and I fell with him into the wet grass
forgetting the dragonflies.
for the very last movement
of this long sonata,
the dragonflies seem scarce…
their music not easily heard.
When I see one,
my old heart still rouses
at the longed for opportunity
to join the dance again.
Yet these days
even the dragonfly’s flight
seems more labored than before.
The soaring notes of childhood
are simply not there;
the sensuous drawn out love-dance
is a vague and uncomfortable memory.
Now the weighted silence
of the solitary diva
is profoundly beautiful…
though dying out.